so first of all, how i exactly had the intention to sign up in the first place, was not actually 100% my personal willingness.. tbh, it was my mom (which i seriously need to say thanks to) who was the one that keeps on pushing me to stay in the club, and maximize the potentials that ive got..
when i first signed up for esc, i also had 4 of my classmates who also signed up and kept me company in the club, we used to eat together afterschool, and then got into esc together in the afternoon.. but then as time goes by... staying in esc itself, was a really tough thing to do.. u know, as young high school students, the time consuming work, and tasks we got from esc gave lots of those who signed up a lot of pressure, and most of those people just couldnt stand it and slowly resigned from the club.. including my classmates..yes, one by one they all started to resign, this was a very critical point for me, seeing all my friends leave makes me also want to leave esc for good.. but then again, it was thanks to my mom that kept holding me back, and persuading me to stay in esc saying that its for the best.. as time goes by, a room that used to be filled with like more than 20 kids.. now, esc is only left with like 5 kids from my year including myself..
and that... is when the real story begins, alot has happened since that day, and over the three years weve spent in esc.. there was lots of tension, lots of sweat, hardwork, but also lots of fun, lots of excitement... and tbh, id NEVER ever regret signing up for esc and staying there.. because esc with all the seniors and friends that it gave me, it has really gave me ALOT, WAYYY MORE than what i expected, and what i was actually hoping for in the beginning... its gonna take forever if i had to tell the story of esc one by one, maybe i might write about it later on in the future, but to sum up, within the 3 years ive spent with esc, i would never regret a single day i spent inside it. It gave me things that i could never be able to repay enough for, and its changed me alot in a very good way.. Thank you esc, for all the harsh work and training, for all the fun and games, for being a part of my highschool, for being a part of my life.. i can never thank you enough for what you have given to me. Most of all, thankyou Allah for making it happen to me, because honestly, this was not all what ive planned at the beginning, but Allah gave me so much through esc, than that of what ive actually wished for. Im very glad i stayed with esc till the end, and in the future, ill always have a reason to visit once in a while, when im not too carried away with other wordly matters.. thank you to my english study club, at sma negeri 3 pontianak..